“Someday I’ll fly away…”

So my flight got cancelled on Sunday. It was too cloudy. We are making our second attempt this Sunday. Praying for a cloudless, sunny day.

In other news, If I ever say I want to do a full marathon again, somebody please stop me! This schedule is exhausting me, and the amount of running has caused me to gain weight…most likely just muscle mass but I’m still freaking out. The skirts and dresses that I wore last winter are tight now, and I am upset about it. Don’t get me wrong, I’m glad that I have gained muscle, but I’m up 8-10 pounds and I’m trying not to obsess over it, but I hate feeling uncomfortable in my own skin. And I hate knowing that things I wore only 6 months ago won’t fit right now. Its frustrating and disheartening.

I didn’t get up and run yesterday so I shifted my off days and I ran this morning. 4 miles on the treadmill before work. I decided to run them as tempo miles, which makes the run go faster and more fun. I think I’m getting into a training funk, so maybe this will help.

I’m also giving up pop. I only drink 1-2 cans a day but the caffeine seems to really affect me. I am on day 2 without any and am exhausted! And I don’t drink coffee.

My boss texted me Monday and told me that I have to work late Thursday night so that I can produce our Husker pregame show that we are taping that night. Normally wouldn’t mind, but that was the night I was supposed to go speed dating with Lindsay. So I had to cancel, which sucks. They gave me a rain check to go another time, but I was still looking forward to it! Sigh.

Sorry for complaining this entire post friends. But thanks for listening anyway!

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