I was just scrolling through my Facebook feed when I saw a photo of my first serious boyfriend and his current girlfriend. Yes, we are still Facebook friends. We don’t talk and frankly I don’t care. It’s been years since I last saw him so it’s no big deal. I’ve also seen pictures of the two of them on Facebook before. They’re cute and I’m happy for them. He and I just weren’t a good fit.
That being said, the photo was tagged by someone else and she said “only a few more months until Tyler and Erin are married!”
That stung a bit. Especially since he is 3 years younger than me, and the way things ended was with him disappearing on me. (why does that seem to happen to me a lot? He was the first to do it, while I was sick in the hospital, no less! He came to see me and then that was it. He quit calling or answering texts. When I finally did get ahold if him he was ‘busy’. Jerk.)
I’ll admit it just makes me sad. Sad that I’m alone. Just sad.
Sigh.
Also, my lower back is killing me. It’s also making my hips hurt. This sucks. And I haven’t run in 3 days and I think I’m going crazy! Ugh!
Enough complaining! Night friends!
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