True life.
I’m really good at worrying about things that I can’t control and making up scenarios in my head that aren’t true. Its a gift. Other times I’m just completely awesome at obsessing over things that I drive myself crazy.
I had to go run out some feelings tonight. It was good, but when it was done those feelings were still there. I’m still obsessing over things and still upset with things i can’t control. But I need to let it go. I can’t control other people and what they do. I need to remember that. I need to be happy alone before I can be happy with someone else.
“Happiness is a choice that requires effort at times.”
Runnin' Down a Dream 