Sometimes I think we all show each other what we want others to see on here. A happy, good life. Balance. Prosperity. Kicking butt in workouts.
But that’s not always true. That’s not how its always going. Not for me right now, and not for some of you, I’m sure.
The truth is, I’m struggling. Not with my weight, or with food or exercise. Although my running is spotty at best right now. I’m still doing it. And my weight is fine. That area is fine.
But my personal life? I’m struggling there. Seriously having some troubles. I don’t know what to do to make it right. It is so hard to help when others won’t let you in.
I feel helpless and out of control. Feelings I hate. My first instinct is to help. To talk about it. But that’s not an option. I just have to be patient and wait. I’ve never been very good at that.
I’m a worrier. About anything, things that are beyond my control and things I can control. But the thing is, nothing I do and no matter how much I worry about it won’t change the inevitable outcome (whatever it will be).
Today’s Note From the Universe really hit home today (doesn’t it always?):
Melissa, I want to let you in on a little secret… E V E R Y O N E has issues… everyone. Even those who don’t seem like it. Because without issues, NOTHING WOULD BE WORTHWHILE.
Think about that.
So glad we had this little talk.
Tallyho,
The Universe
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