In another life…

Do you ever feel like you’re living someone else’s life? Like the things that are happening to you aren’t really happening at all? 

No?

Just me?

k.

I’m in a weird place right now. Maybe its because I’m incredibly busy. I worked a bunch of hours at my PT job this week. I had 2 days off from my FT job so that shouldn’t have mattered. But somehow, working from 8:45am until 10 or 11pm 3-4 nights a week does. I’m also still working on editing videos for my friend. I have no motivation to get them done. I’m currently in the process of finishing one now–it’s rendering and that takes 10 minutes so I’m multi-tasking! I HAVE to get them done by tomorrow. I have 2 more to go after this one. I have tomorrow off so it will be fine. 

I shirked my responsibilities yesterday (I was going to edit in the morning and then watch the Husker game at 2:30) to tailgate and go to the Husker game (for free!). That is NOT like me at all. I’m a planner-not a fly by the seat of your pants kind of girl. But I’m learning to be flexible.

So now, here I am, working on my day off. I’ve been at it since 1:30. It’s 5:10 now. I’m over it, and I still have 2 more videos to rough cut. I know I shouldn’t complain. But there is a part of me that just wants to lay on the couch and binge watch TV. I haven’t run since Thursday night when I ran sprint repeats. I promised myself I would run yesterday, but I didn’t do that either. What is happening to me?

Random musings for your Sunday evening. Have a good week friends!