Currently.

I’m calling this photo “buck up Melissa.”

I’m in a mood. Down in the dumps. And to top it off, I have to go to work for pre and post game shows for this Husker game.

I woke up at 8 this morning for the 3rd week in a row. Not the way I want to start my Saturday. But apparently my body had enough sleep.

When I woke up this morning all I could think about was him. We haven’t talked since Wednesday. I miss him. I want to fight for us. All the arguments as to why I should have been running through my head for days. I’m not ready to give up on us, simple as that.

Sometimes I wish I could read the last page of the book, find out if it’s all worth it. Because I think it is. I know it is. And that’s what’s pushing me through.