- Losing your job is terrifying. Absolutely terrifying. I’m working hard not to get depressed as I apply for jobs and wait to hear from them.
- The fact that my former boss had the power to throw my life into a tailspin like this with this action is also scary. I have a lot of anger going on right now.
- I had some pretty scary thoughts while out for runs the past two days: I won’t go into detail but suffice it to say that I can see how I could easily slip into a very deep and dark depression because of this.
- I crave a routine. Getting up, going to work, and getting out of the house is something that I took for granted. I’m working on making a new routine in the interim.
- I have AMAZING friends. YOU GUYS. I would be such a mess without the love and support from all of you and my other friends too! From the messages, calls, texts and all the thoughts and prayers, I am so, so grateful to you all.
- I’ve applied for about 25 jobs in the past few days. I’ve called in favors from friends and am just now playing the waiting game. I have no patience so this will be hard.
- Good News? My friend that I edit videos for is bringing me a computer and videos today. I make $100/video so with all the free time I will have I can make some decent cash. So that helps.
- I’m going to begin to look at part time work if I don’t get any bites soon. Not working would be cool if I knew I would start a new job on a certain day. I just have to have faith and trust that it will all work out. If you pray, please add me to your prayers!
Thanks friends
Runnin' Down a Dream 