Do you ever feel like you’re living someone else’s life? Like the things that are happening to you aren’t really happening at all? 

No?

Just me?

k.

I’m in a weird place right now. Maybe its because I’m incredibly busy. I worked a bunch of hours at my PT job this week. I had 2 days off from my FT job so that shouldn’t have mattered. But somehow, working from 8:45am until 10 or 11pm 3-4 nights a week does. I’m also still working on editing videos for my friend. I have no motivation to get them done. I’m currently in the process of finishing one now–it’s rendering and that takes 10 minutes so I’m multi-tasking! I HAVE to get them done by tomorrow. I have 2 more to go after this one. I have tomorrow off so it will be fine. 

I shirked my responsibilities yesterday (I was going to edit in the morning and then watch the Husker game at 2:30) to tailgate and go to the Husker game (for free!). That is NOT like me at all. I’m a planner-not a fly by the seat of your pants kind of girl. But I’m learning to be flexible.

So now, here I am, working on my day off. I’ve been at it since 1:30. It’s 5:10 now. I’m over it, and I still have 2 more videos to rough cut. I know I shouldn’t complain. But there is a part of me that just wants to lay on the couch and binge watch TV. I haven’t run since Thursday night when I ran sprint repeats. I promised myself I would run yesterday, but I didn’t do that either. What is happening to me?

Random musings for your Sunday evening. Have a good week friends!